The sudden craving of rainbows made me wonder why it rained so often
Why the gray skys made nights seem longer
The longing for the suns rays to pierce my pale white face
I wonder why the rain beating against my window pane made me think of flowers declaring beauty on the cracked concrete starting car crashes and lawsuits
Wondering how the injustice of self-hate created another cold war in my veins
No direct casualties but a need to bleed out the pain
Why the salty water coming from the stress in my body I became terminally ill with disgust from insomnia with the lack of control to stop the beating of my own insanity
The running of my thoughts winning the gold and beating the world record
I became slave to the negative notion that I must hide from danger
But still
The sudden craving of rainbows made me wonder why it rained so often

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